Feeling terrible and guilty. Flared up jus nw during enterprise. Lam wanted us to show him our finacial report b4 we could go off. At the beginning of the lesson, xiangting informed us that she missed out some impt points in the finacial report and thus couldn't hand in the finacial report today. So xiangting and lawrence did the finacial report on her laptop. Lam asked those groups who need to edit their ICA1B slides to show him their slides and to check on their finacial report. Couldn't help at all as i didn't understand anything about finacial statement. Told kelvin i wanted to go home, but then kelvin asked me not to leave him alone and that we shld stay tgt as a team. So ok, i stayed. At ard 6.20pm, lam came over to see our finacial report and gave comments. We were then allowed to be let off. Suddenly, i jus felt angry and flared up. Took my bag and jus stormed out of the room.

Send kelvin an apology sms at the bus stop. When home, set down n thought about it. Why am i so angry??? Why did i get angry? Hasn't he told us that as the deadline get closer, we must be prepared to stay till 6/7pm??? So why am i so angry??? The rest of the people are not even angry, all they did was jus to complain, then why am i so angry??? Who am i to get angry anyway, i didn't even help out in the finacial report, so who am i to get angry? Wat right do i have to get angry??? If anyone is angry, it shld be xiangting. After all, she did the finacial report till she was frustrated and flared up at lawrence. So who am i to get angry? Wat right do i hav??? Gosh, i dunoe wat came over me. Im jus so sori guys flaring up :(

I gotta learn how to control my temper.

Had my enterprise presentation yesterday. Overall the presentation went quite ok, although we exceeded the time. Was super tired after the presentation, wanted to go home and sleep. However, had to wait for our operations plan to be approved before we could go off. Called for Mr Charlie Ng, he came over and looked at our operations plan. Made some comments, asked us to improve on it, before walking off to other groups. Added the stuff that Mr Charlie Ng wanted, called him over, finally had our operations plan approved! Rushed off to the toilet before heading to Koufu for lunch. Ate Yong Tau Foo for lunch, kelvin went off after lunch as he had to rush home to meet his proteomics group members. I and Carine remained behind until we had finished our lunch. Went home after that.

Reached home at 3pm, slept until 4.30pm, then compiled my SFG slides and sent it to everybody. Waited for dad to come home, then went Kovan eat seafood for dinner. Went home after dinner, bath, then do my EBM report until 1.30am. Then went to sleep.

Woke up in the morning feeling refreshed. Edited my EBM report. Did some thinking. Im gonna strive till the very end, after all its already the last semester. To give it all up after i have come this far is a waste. Its just 8 more weeks, then all will be over and i will be free! So yup, JIAYOU LE ANNE!!! BU YAO FANG QI!!! :)

Ok, shall stop here, got proteomics report to do. Cya folks!