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Friday, June 29, 2007

Yesterday was minmin's last day at dr moe's lab. She would be leaving for australia sometime in august. Everyone chipped in to buy a farewell present for her: a watch, a scarf and a pair of gloves and of course a card to go with it. Total cost: $55.80, which amounts to $9.30 per person. (6 ppl sharing total).

Bhuvana, the girl from NTU who was attached to dr moe's lab previously came at 5pm to get a recommendation letter from dr moe. After work at 5.30, the 7 of us, minmin, huihua, chew hwee, pearly, bhuvana and i took a train to somerset and walked to orchard shopping centre to have dinner at sakura international buffet. Banu (the senior before me who was attached to dr moe's lab before me) and catherine met us there. It was minmin's treat tho, gosh, i guess it costs quite a sum of money! But the food is nice, up to standard. The yellow rice is unique! with raisins in it, and the taste is unique too, different from the normal yellow rice tat we eat. The tempura is tasty and delicious. Yummy! And the oreo cheesecake is so fragrant! Mummum!!!

Thinking of watching transformers and fantastic four, anyone wanna watch with me? Hehe...let me know yeah?

Gtg, cya ppl.

8 more weeks of FYP...

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Went to sch to tok to AK today with my father. He said he will look into the matter. I even requested to not hav my report marked by that dr moe but by the sch. He said yup, the sch will have the final say. Good, at least my report will not be affected, if i let him marked, surely gone case one. He added tat if im unhappy, i can tok to him, and tat if i cannot stand the working environment there, he can put me back to sch. I was very frank during the talk and AK accepted it. At least i saved my report back.

These past few days, i did not tok or looked at him. Even today, i did not even tell him tat i went to sch to tok to AK, i jus disappeared after lunch. Tml if he asked, at most jus cooked up a reason, like oh lecturer asked me last minute go back sch settle some admin stuff or sth lidat.

My mum called home today to say she has lost her handphone. Appparently she was at hougang mall and met her friend, so they talked. Then after sometime, she realise she lost her handphone. Then she called home and asked me to call my father and tell him. I called her handphone thrice, but no one answered, instead, it was a voicemail. So then, i went online to check the M1 customer service hotline, called and cancelled the line. Aiyo.

Received a call from sengjang bus interchange at 7pm, stating tat they found my mum's handphone. We were to collect it tml with a reference no which he gave us. Thank God!

Ok, gtg bath already. Cya ppl.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Im gonna get my father to tok to AK. Dun care already.

9 more weeks of FYP.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Finally, my lst assessment is over! Wat a relief.

Presentation was suppose to be at 1.20pm. But then it was pushed back, in the end, it only started at 1.45pm. Heard from them tat yixiong came late and overshot his presentation time tats y. My assessor was late too. Haha...he is a very funny guy :) Kept laughing at my slides, haha...super funny! Anyway, the presentation was ok, he said good. So i guess it shld be ok.

Went back home after tat, no point in gg back la, wat for. Laze around at home. Didn't realise tat i miss home so much, guess its becoz i spend most of the time at the lab.

Cannot wait to finish everything, left with the second assessment, then AES, and report. Then tats it, bye bye forever NHC. NEVER EVER GOING BACK TO TAT STUPID PLACE.

KK....gtg....cya folks. T_T

10 more weeks of FYP...
XXXWARNING!!!XXX THIS IS GONNA BE A SUPER VULGAR ENTRY. PLEASE CLOSE TIS WINDOW IMMEDIATELY IF U DUN FEEL LIKE READING.

SUPER DOOPER HYPER MAJOR BLOODY FUCKING ANGRY WITH MY SUPERVISOR! WHY! BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN INSULTED AND HUMILIATED AND TREATED UNFAIRLY. LET ME TELL U WHY. READ ON. READ EVERY SINGLE LINE CAREFULLY.

BEFORE OUR FIRST ASSESSMENT, WE ARE SUPPOSE TO ASK OUR SUPERVISOR TO ASSESS US AND FILL IN THE INDIVIDUAL COLUMN. SO YESTERDAY MORNING, I WENT TO ASK HIM TO ASSESS ME. HE ASKED ME: HOW MANY SAMPLES HAVE I FINISHED, AS IN HOW MANY SAMPLES HAVE THEIR GENOTYPE DETERMINED. THERE ARE A TOTAL OF 128 CONTROL SAMPLES N 97 STROKE SAMPLES. SO I TOLD HIM 57 STROKE SAMPLES HAVE BEEN DETERMINED AND 38 CONTROL SAMPLES HAVE DETERMINED. THEN HE BEGAN CALCULATING: 57 +38 / 128 + 97 x 100% = 41.6%. THEN HE SAID: ITS NOT BAD, BUT NOT EXCELLENT STYLE. OK FINE, I ACCEPT. THEN WHEN I ASKED HIM TO ASSESS ME, GUESS WAT HE DID?! HE BEGAN CALCULATING 11/15 X 100% =73.3%. 12/15X100=80%. THEN HE SAY, 80% IS EXCELLENT, BUT U ARE NOT EXCELLENT, SO HE GAVE ME 11/15. WAT THE DAMN BLOODY FUCKING HELL, I WAS DAMN BLOODY FUCKING ANGRY AT THAT POINT IN TIME, HE IS SO DAMN THE BLOODY FUCKING STINGY AND CALCULATIVE. HELLO! I TOT INDIVIDUAL ASSESSMENT IS ASSESSED BY HOW HARDWORKING U ARE, AND NOT BY RESULTS?! WAT THE BLOODY FUCKING HELL, I FELT SO INSULTED AND HUMILIATED. AND HELLO! HE HAS SEEN MY LOGBOOK, HE KNOWS I DID ALOT OF PCR, ITS JUS THAT THE BANDS ARE FAINT, I CANNOT HELP IT IF THE SAMPLES ARE NOT WORKING. HELLO,HE THINKS ITS SO DAMN FUCKING EASY, THEN HE CAN BLOODY FUCKING WELL GO DO IT HIMSELF! SITTING IN THE OFFICE THE WHOLE DAMN BLOODY DAY, DOING PAPERWORK, SO MUCH PAPERWORK TO DO MEH???!!! TELEPHONE RINGING ALL THE TIME . NEVER SEEN HIM DOING EXPERIMENT AT ALL, READ CAREFULLY, NOT AT ALL, NOT EVEN ONCE!!! HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HIS STUFF AT ALL, YET CAN DEMAND SO MUCH. HELLO!!! WILL IT BLOODY FUCKING HELL KILL HIM TO GIVE ME HIGHER, HUH!!!WILL BLOODY FUCKING HELL DIE IZZIT!!! WILL FUCKING HELL DIE ON THE BLOODY FUCKING SPOT IZZIT!!! IZZIT!!!! IZZIT!!!! HUH!!! IZZIT!!!! DAMN BLOODY FUCKING HELL LA! ITS NOT TAT IM KIASU OR MARKS CONSCIOUS OR STH, BUT THE WAY HE DID IT ITS WAY DAMN FUCKING TOO MUCH!!! GET IT, ITS WAY DAMN BLOODY FUCKING TOO MUCH!!! I HAVE BEEN INSULTED AND HUMILIATED AND TREATED UNFAIRLY. AND ITS NOT THAT IM BOASTING LO, I DID ALOT OF SAMPLES, U WANT EVIDENCE, CAN I CAN SHOW U, JUS LOOK AT MY LOGBOOK AND IT WILL TELL U EVERYTHING. AND I DARE SAY IM HARDWORKING! I DARE SAY I DESERVE A 12 OR 13. HE CAN BLOODY HELL GO EAT SHIT AND GO KISS HIS MOTHER;S ASS!!! IDIOT AND STINGY AND STUPID ASSHOLE!!! FUCK HIM!!! FUCK ASSHOLE!!! AND THEN GUESS WAT, AFTER HE GAVE ME MY MARKS, STILL HAVE THE BLOODY FUCKING CHEEK TO ASK ME: WAT DO U THINK? MOTHER FUCKER, DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SARCASTIC!!!

AFTER HE GAVE ME MY MARKS, I WAS DAMN BLOODY ANGRY, AND STARTED BANGING THINGS. FUCK, I DUN CARE!!! BANG LA, I SCARED AR. FUCK! THEN I WANTED TO PRINT STUFF, MY BLOODY COMP CANNOT PRINT, SO I WENT TO USE "A" COMP, BUT : "A" WANTED TO DO WORK, SO I WENT TO USE "B" COMP. BUT THEN BLOODY "B" COMP CANNOT PRINT! SO I WENT BACK TO USE "A" COMP. THEN HE SAW ME USING "A" COMP, HE ASKED ME: Y ARE U USING "A" COMP? I TOLD HIM STRAIGHT IN THE FACE: I WAN TO PRINT. THEN HE ASKED ME: "B" COMP CANNOT PRINT? I SAID NO, IT TELLS ME ERROR. SO HE TRIED AND TRUE ENUF CANNOT PRINT. THEN HE STARTED SAYING: WA...THE LAB EVERYTHING ALL NOT WORKING, THE INCUBATOR SPOILT, THE COMP CANNOT PRINT. THERE WAS ANOTHER ATTACHMENT STUDENT THERE AND SHE HEARD IT TOO. SO THEN WHEN SHE N I WALKED BACK TO OUT TABLE BEHIND, I SAID LOUDLY: ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT THE COMPUTER CANNOT PRINT! AND THROW THE PAPER ON THE TABLE. I DUN BLOODY CARE. THEN IN THE EVENING, HE CAME TO TOK TO US, SAYING WAT BLOODY FUCKING CRAP: OH, IF U ALL NOT HAPPY CAN TELL ME, IF U ALL CANNOT FINISHED YOUR PROJECT CAN TELL ME, LIKE PRETENDING TO BE NICE LIDAT. WAT, JUS BECOZ TWO NEW STAFF CAME IN, HE WANS TO PUT ON AN ACT. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! I SHALL SEE HOW LONG U ARE GONNA PRETEND, BLOODY FUCKING TWO FACE SNAKE! THEN DURING THE TALK, HE SAID TO ME: ANNE, I NOE U R NOT V HAPPY TIS AFTERNOON BECOZ OF THE COMP AND PRINTER, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. IM LIKE FINE. I DUN BLOODY FUCKING HELL CARE IF HE HEARD ME ANOT, HE WAS THE ONE WHO MAKE ME ANGRY IN THE FIRST PLACE, SO DUN BLOODY FUCKING HELL EXPECT ME TO GIVE HIM FACE!!!!! !!@@@!!!! FUCK!!!!

AND THEN TAT TIME, HE ASKED ME TO GO HR TO COLLECT MY NAME TAG, I DUNOE THE WAY SO I WENT TO ASKED HIM THE WAT AND WHETHER THE PLACE WAS FAR ANOT. GUESS WAS HIS REPLY???!!! OH...THE PLACE IS NOT FAR, BUT I HAVE SEEN U WALK BEFORE, U WALK ONE STEP AT A TIME AT AT THE RATE THAT U R WALKING, U WILL TAKE HALF AN HOUR TO REACH TAT PLACE. HELLO! ITS NOT HIS FUCKING PROBLEM TAT MY WALKING SPEED IS SLOW. I WALKED THE SPEED I WANNA WALK. ITS NOT UR DAMN BLOODY FUCKING BUSINESS!!!

THEN TAT TIME, I WANTED TO PRINT STUFF, AS THE INFO WAS A POWERPOINT CONVERTED TO PDF, IT WAS V BIG WHEN I PRINTED IT OUT. AND THEN DAMN BLOODY FUCKING COMP IS SO OLD, I CANNOT EVEN FIND THE DAMN BLOODY FUCKING FUNCTION TO PRINT HANDOUT SO I JUS PRINT AS IT IS. WHEN HE SAW IT, HE SAID : U GOT EYE PROBLEM. THEN I TOLD HIM, I CANNOT FIND THE FUNCTION TO PRINT HANDOUT. HE HIMSELF WENT TO SEARCH BUT OSO CANNOT FIND, THEN SAY WAT BLOODY FUCKING CRAP: I NOE ALL THIS KIND OF COMP FUNCTIONS. HAHAHAHA!!!! THINK HE SO DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SMART IZZIT???!!! ASSHOLE!!! HE CAN FUCKING HELL GO EAT SHIT, FUCKING HELL GO KISS HIS MOTHER FUCKER'S ASS!!! STUPID AND STINGY AND SELFISH AND BRAINLESS AND SHAMELESS AND DEMANDING AND UNGRATEFUL FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!

Monday, June 18, 2007

Its the presentation week. But yet i do not know my presentation date, time, venue, assessors, anything. How nice. Messaged my liaison officer (ILO) this morning, but until now there's no reply, asked my supervisor whether he received any news about the presentation schedule, he too replied no. Wat is this man, its the presentation week and yet there's no news on anything. And guess wat, heard from shalyn that my ILO is overseas. How fantastic, go overseas without informing me. The least she could do is to ask someone to tell me the presentation date. No lo, jus go overseas lidat, leaving me hanging here. Hello! u dun expect to tell me at the last min and then expect me to be there ok. Wat, i helicopter izzit?! Stupid la.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Finally, my samples are working again. Tried out the new taq today, it worked! So tat means its the old taq tats not working. Ok, shall use the new taq from now on.

Yes, cannot wait for wedsneday, fun day! I already plan properly the things to do on wedsnesday already. Yup, and im gonna watch a performance on wedsnesday as well at SGH. Cannot wait, this is the first time im watching performance and im so excited! I think it will be fun.

Another new week de, which means a new beginning. But it will pass really fast and it will be a fun one. Went heartland mall shopping with my mum yesterday, bought a pink jacket, a pink skirt, a black translucent top and a black t-shirt. Cheap de, sales ma. Haha...

And its tuesday again tml. It jus goes on. Monday, tuesday, wedsnesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday. Haha...reminds me of an email read when i was young. Here how it goes:

Monday-sian sian sian
Tuesday-Wa lau, super sian
Wedsnesday-Buah tahan, ai si liao
Thursday-Hehe, tml coming u noe
Friday-cheong ar
Saturday-Shiok man
Sunday-Wa lau, tml monday again, haiz

Funi rite? Well, but it really describe the feelings of everyone.

Ok...gtg already. Time to do work. Cya ppl. T_T

11 more weeks of FYP

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Met up with carine, ayeha and sujith yesterday. Met carine and sujith at 12 at bishan. Dearest ayesha was late, by a good 45 minites :) Muhaha...walked around the whole time, trying to decide where to hav our lunch! Hot and tired and hungry de :P In the end, we went to the hawker center at the interchange. Quite ok la, the food there. Laughed and talked and joked over lunch. Damn fun la. After lunch, ayesha went off while carine, sujth n i went to orchard.

Went to tangs plaza where carine shopped for bras. Walked to far east plaza after tat. Yipee! My favourite shopping place! I simply love the place so much. Walked around the place looking for a cardigan as carine wanted to buy one. But then couldn't any so we decided to go OG. Bought bubble tea from sweettalk, walked and drank at the same time. The honeydew sago is nice, the peach read tea is not bad too, but the jelly was too sweet. Walked to OG, stopped by at heeren to peep at the clothes at edc, esprit, before continue walking to OG. Wa...it was so scorchlingly hot! Sujith saw a really beautiful sling bag there, hehe...but the price is v nice oso: $59 or was it $69??? Went upstairs to take a look at the clothes, hmm...so so only. Left the place at 5.30 as carine had to rush to braddell.

It was a fun and enjoyable day. Didn't get to shop enough tho. Hehe...nvm, shall go back again another day :) After all, i love to shop!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Finish my presentation slides already. Finally! 24 slides total, hope its ok. Will ask my supervisor some questions tml then touchup on my presentation. Have to present it next thursday in the lab to everyone.

My control samples are not really going well, the bands are not very good. Haiz...But never mind, there's still time. Cannot wait for wedsnesday tho, where malcolm and sujith will come and help me film my whole PCR, gel electrophoresis and RFLP process. I owe them one de. Thanks malcolm and sujith :) Lunch and dinner will be on me.

Never met anyone so selfish in my entire life. Yesterday, the whole of heart centre had a photoshoot session, everyone had to attend. Ok, fine. Everyone had to wear labcoat for the shoot, ok, fine. The shoot was at block C (my lab is at block A), so we had to walk over to block C for the shoot. As my labcoat was dirty, full of ethidium bromide, i didn;t wan to bring it over. I mean, hello, ethidium bromide is carcinogenic, meaning to say, it is cancerous. Guess wat my supervisor said?! "Never mind, jus dun come near me, only i noe its dirty." Huh??? Wat r u trying to tell me? Tat its ok for others to get cancer jus as long as tat someone is not u???!!! Hello! Its not a nice thing to bring ur CONTAMINATED AND CARCINOGENIC AND CANCER CAUSING LAB COAT TO SOMEONE'S LAB AND CONTAMINATING THEIR LAB AND PUTTING EVERYONE THERE AT RISK. And wats more, I COME INTO CONTACT WITH EHIDIUM BROMIDE EVERYDAY, SO TATS MAKES ME AN INFINITE TIMES MORE AT RISK OF GETTING CANCER AS COMPARED TO HIM OK. OMG, ever seen anyone so selfish, putting other ppl's life at risk jus to protect his own. OMG??!!! Can't stand it man!

Receive my allowance today. Hehe...can go shopping! Nows the time to go shopping, great singapore sale de and before GST increases in july. Well, prices are already increased. So ridiculous la. basic necessities also wan to charge GST. I might as well starve myself sia.

Cannot really sleep these few nites le, dunoe y. Always wake up at around 6.30. Insomia? I hope not. I need my beauty sleep de, if not i will look like a ZOMBIE. Haha...im still young, dunoe wanna age so fast.

Yeah, tml is friday, finally, the weekends are here. Cannot wait for saturday, shopping spree!!!

kk...gotta go. Cya folks. T_T

12 more weeks of FYP...

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Am i not good enough? Or izzit becoz im a boring person, with no sense of humour? Dunoe, jus feel tat no matter how good i am, ppl jus dun appreciate me. If given a choice between me and someone esle, they would rather choose tat someone esle. Y? Dun ask me, i wanna noe too. Someone please tell me. U noe wat, i jus feel like being a heartless person, oblivious to things happening around me, not caring about anyone or anything.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Hey hey :) its a bright n sunny day today. Wat a good day to go out and soaked in the sun.

On friday, my classmates who had finished their FYP went to brisbane, australia. Sad to say, i didn;t go and see them off. Heard from sujith tat alot of ppl went to see them off. Checked my email this morning, saw that kelvin send everyone a greetings' message from brisbane, so sweet of him, makes me feel guilty for not seeing them off. Oh, and linda will be back on 17 june, spoke to her online that day.

Doing my presentation slides for my first assessment in the third week of june. Hope it all goes well. Oh, and a new staff jus came in two weeks ago. A very soft spoken and gentle girl :) Wish her all the best in this lab.

Ok, gotta go out already, meeting a friend. Cya ppl

Chao~