Hmm...i jus cannot stand ziling. I dunoe y. Its up to a point where i really cannot stand already. I told carine that if she and ayesha can stand her, its their problem. But i jus cannot stand her.

Hmm...i feel that she is "stealing" my friends away from me. She is sticking to all my friends: carine, ayesha, eileen, cany, cara, linda, everyone. I remembered back in my primary school days, i had this very close friend in class. Then because of a third party, the whole friendship broke. Hmm...carine told me that no matter what happens, the four of us, sujith, carine ayesha and me will always be together. She oso told me thateven if some things between friends need not be said, the understanding will be there. I mean, its true. Deep in my heart, the four of us will always be together.

I jus cannot stand it when ziling goes "carine carine, ayesha ayesha" its so irritating. And i dun like her around in projects. I dun mind if u give me some ideas or comments, even if u r not in my group. But the way that she is doing it is really way too over. I dun mind if carine ayesha or anyone give me ideas or comments in projects, even if they are not in my group, coz the way that they do it is different from the way that ziling does it. And she always give this excuse that she is simple minded, please la...dun tell me a person can be so simple minded until lidat. Humans are not simple in the first place, so dun give me this excuse that u are simple minded.

I dun mind being alone, even if i were to go to school alone, or be alone in class, i dun mind at all.

One thing is certain: i cannot stand her. I jus cannot stand her.

Something very funny happened yesterday. I was suppose to meet eileen at the control station at bishan and then go to ayesha'e house together. As i was walking towards the mrt station, a guy suddenly approached me and asked if he could get to know me. Then he smiled at me. Im like huh? Then i quickly walked away. The guy chased after me and asked cannot? I quickly walked away. OMG, that was so sudden and scary la.

Anyway, when i reached the control station, i gave eileen an sms saying that i have reach. A while later, she replied back, saying that she would be late and asked to go to ayesha'e house lst while she made her way there herself later. I then took the 53 bus from the interchange to whitesands where i met ayesha and ziling. Ayesha and i went popular to buy our stuff while ziling went to the ntuc to do her research. A while later, eileen sms me, saying that she's a paya labar. Another sms came later, this time stating that she's at tampines. Initially, i thought that she was in the train, but after calling her, it turns out that she was in bus 53. We then went up the bus to meet her. 3 bus stops after whitesands, we alighted. We bought some drink and ice-cream before going up to ayesha's house.

Guess wat we had for lunch, Spaghetti!!!!!. Ayesha cooked it herself, with the sauce and all. OMG, it was so spicy and delicious. And its my favourite food. Haha :)

After lunch came the molecular genetics project meeting. Im kinda pissed at someone during the meeting. I mean, i know she is trying to help by giving suggestions. But then, it so damn the wat la, making me feel as if i dunoe anything and she knows everything. OMG, can she please go handle her group lst before bothering about other groups. I can't stand her, i jus dunoe why.

Anyway, back to the meeting. I was quite satiefied as we had everything sorted out yesterday. The layout for the poster, the contents to be put in the poster. What we are left with now are fonts, the pasting of the information onto the poster, the decorations for the poster and our scripts for presentation. Yeah, 3 cheers for everyone!!!

Great, everything is proceeding closely according to plan. Keep it up! Hehe...

K la, got to chao liao. Cya

Anne

Hmm...in glad that i did not tell anyone that i like weijie. If not, i would have ended up like linda. im glad i made the right decision of not telling. Come on la, its not a crime to like someone in the lst place. I mean, so what if someone likes a person, jus let the person tell the person themselves la, y muz they make it into such a big matter and cause everyone to be so awkward. Geez.

And then people are jus so busybody. Always wan to meddle into other peoples affairs. Cannot even handle ur own problems, then wan to meddle into other peoples problems. Go solve ur own problems lst la.

How i wish i can jus smack these people.

Listening to Smack That By Akon feat Eminem.

Haha...sorry if my previous posts were full of vulgarities. Anyways, im feeling better now :)

Gosh, jus realise that we hav so many projects!

1. Medical Micro-Scientific paper presentation.
2. Immunology-Board game.
3. Protein technology-PBL assignment.
4. Protein technology-E-tutorial assignment
5. Marketing project-Fonterra Anlene Yoghurt Drink
6. Bioprocess Technology-Website on Baker's Yeast
7. Molecular Genetics-Poster on Cancer

Haha...7 projects in total, and the due dates are all so close to each other. God help me that i might be able to complete the projects in time.

Jus receive my two animes today, Fushigi Yuugi and Fruits Basket. Haha... $32 in total, cheap rite? And its in Jap oso, with English subtitles :)

Haha..kk, got to go do my stuff already. Cya, Take care.

Anne

Last friday, during molecular genetics practical, we were suppose to subculture c.elegans. I wanted to subculture the dumpy one, so i went around looking for it. When i came to siuling's table, i ask her if that was the dumpy one and she told me yes. So i took her plate and went to subculture. As i was subculturing it halfway, she came over to my table and told me that the plate was hers. I was like sorry sorry i didn;t know. i mean, she did label but i did not see properly before i took the plate. i admit that this was my fault. I offered to give her my own plate, which i had subcultured. But she told me its ok. Then she and sze ho went to do the subculturing again. Both siuling and sze ho told me that its ok and not to worry about it. Then apparently, the ppl on the bench opposite them ask why they did the subculturing again and then siuling told them. Then zeya said sth HURTING and then i heard giggling and laughing. i couldnt take it anymore, i broke down and cry.

WAT THE HELL LA! SERIOUSLY LA, THE GUYS IN THE CLASS SUX, CEPT FOR JOEL. THEY ARE SO DAMN BLOODY IMMATURE!!!! THEY CAN JOLLY WELL GO KISS THEIR MOTHER'A ASS. IM NOT GONNA TOK TO THEM ANYMORE, CEPT FOR CARINE, AYESHA, LINDA, CARA, CANDY, JOEL AND PROB ZILING. CAN SAY THAT IM COLD, BUT IM NOT GONNA CARE, WHO ASK THEM, THEY MADE ME LIDAT. THE HURT THAT THEY CAUSE ME, THEY CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND. DO THEY KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED ON FRIDAY WHEN I WENT HOME??? THEY DUNOE AND THEY CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND. TO HELL WITH THEM. THE WHOLE LOT OF THEM. BLOODY HELL.

HURT AND ANGRY

School started today as normal. Had bioprocess tech practical. Gosh, all the things abt the fermentor, what we hav to do, etc. Wa...hav to write all these in a blog. Peng.

After bioprocess tech practical, went to hav lunch with carine and gang. After which we sat down to discuss abt the blog. So many things we had to include in the blog. Wa...and we are only given 3 weeks to complete it. Peng.

After that was protein technology practical. Through balloting, i was selected to do practical 4 with mr michael. As Mr michael was explaining the practical halfway, i suddenly felt dizzy. My stomach was super pain and i was breaking out in cold sweat. Unable to stand the pain anymore, i called out to ayesha to ask someone to take over me to do practical 4. She was shocked to see that my face was pale. I told her i wanted to go to the toilet and she accompanied me. I went into the toilet while she stood outside. Carine came shortly after, so did linda. I spent like half and hour or so in the toilet. After which, i went back to the lab to pack my bag. Carine and ayesha then accompanied me downstairs to hail a cab home.

When i reach home, i immediately boiled a kettle of hot water. After drinking a cup of hot water and getting some sleep, i felt so much better.

K la, got to go and study for my molecular genetics test tml. Take care folks. Cya!

Anne

A couple of things made me pissed tis week.

Firstly, the scientific paper. On Monday, after protein technology practical, ziling asked me when i wanna have the meeting. At that point in time, i felt very pissed. Then i replied her: either wedsnesday or friday. She told me: can, jus tell me when u wanna have the meeting. After she left, i said out loud to ayesha who was sitting next to me: she want to go choo choo train, i will go choo choo train for her. Besides asking me, she also ask carine. I like hello! im not even worried, i dun fully understand the paper, imalso not worried lo! So kan chiong for wat?

Secondly, the cms. BLOODY CMS IS SO DAMN LAGGY!I can't download my PBL assignment.
the whole BLOODY thing jus hanged. And then when i pressed ctrl atr delete, it closes my whole internet explorer. Im like wat the man! i had to open the whole internet explorer again.
And then u know what, when i went to download the PBL assignment, the whole thing hanged again. This happened for a couple of times. WAT THE HELL MAN. WANT PEOPLE TO GO CMS DOWNLOAD STUFF, THEN DUNOE HOW TO IMPROVE THECMS. THEN HOW PEOPLE DOWNLOAD!!!!????? BRAINLESS!!! Then, want people to go cms and do tutorials, also dunoe how to improve the system. When we finish doing the tutorials, we click end assessment, the whole damn thing jus hanged there. Then when we went back to our learning desk to check, it appears as imcomplete. WAT THE HELL MAN! Then i went to click on the assessment and end task, the whole BLOODY thing happened again. WAT THE BLOODY HELL! WANT PEOPLE TO DO ONLINE LEARNING, THEN DUNOE HOW TO IMPROVE THE SYSTEM. THEN HOW DO U EXPECT PEOPLE TO DO ONLINE LEARNING???!!!!!!!! USE UR BRAINS LA! SERIOUSLY MAN!!!! THE CMS SHOULD CHANGE ITS NAME TO CMI (CANNOT MAKE IT).

Thirdly, Kelvin said something which hurt linda and me. I can' remember what izzit that he said. But the thing that he said make me realise that he had never acknowledge me as his lab partner. WHAT THE HELL LA! U THINK I WANT TO BE HIS LAB PARTNER??? IF NOT FOR WEIJIE WHO HAD GONE TO TAKE THE PCT TRACK, I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN PAIRED UP WITH HIM. LET ME TELL U MR KELVIN TANG KAH CHUAN, THE ANSWER IS NO LO. I DUN MIND WORKING ALONE. IF GIVEN A CHOICE, I RATHER NOT BE UR LAB PARTNER. U THINK U ARE SO GREAT IZZIT? U ARE SUCH A BUSYBODY GUY WHO LIKES TO MEDDLE IN PEOPLES AFFAIRS. UR OWN STUFF ALREADY U CANNOT HANDLE, THEN U WANT TO MEDDLE IN OTHER PEOPLES AFFAIRS. AND UR CHARACTER SUCKS TOO. SO WHAT IF U ARE POPULAR IN CLASS AND IN SCHOOL, AND SO WHAT IF U HAVE TAKEN PART IN SINGAPORE IDOL BEFORE. LET ME TELL U MR KELVIN TANG KAH CHUAN, MR SINGAPORE IDOL REJECT, U ARE NOTHING TO ME. U DUN WAN TO WORK WITH ME, TELL ME IN THE FACE. I DUN MIND CHANGING LAB PARTNERS. I RATHER WORK WITH SOMEONE ESLE RATHER THAN U. MR SINGAPORE IDOL REJECT KELVIN TANG KAH CHUAN.

Pissed and getting emotional.