Yesterday started out well. Woke up at 9.30. Then went to wash my face, brush my teeth and eat breakfast. Got a call from my auntie, chatted with her for a short while. Later heard from my mum that she wanted to come to my house.

Watched cartoon at 11. Boy, i smply love the cartoon, The Road Runner Show. Haha :) After that, went to get dress at 12. My attire? Haha...a white blouse with a black cropped skirt. Just as i was about to leave my house, my auntie arrived. She was carrying two plastic bags of handbags (she works at yakult, and the handbags are given by the company). I took the pink handbag while my mum took 8 handbags, each of a different colour. So kiasu rite? Haha...but never mind, we can change "to and fro" as what my mum said. Haha...

Met my NE group at Raffles Place MRT at 1.15. Sujith was late for 10 minutes. While waiting for sujith, we went to shop for a white envelop. After walking around for 10 minutes, we still could not find a white envelop. In the end, we gave up and went to the toilet before heading down to the control station to wait for sujith. When we got to the control station, sujith had already arrived. We then made our way to the centre. We got lost along the way and sujith had to call the centre to ask for directions. Fortunately, the lady took the trouble to wait for us at the centre downstairs, so sweet of her :) We then went upstairs to the centre. Once i entered the centre, i felt so calm and serene. The place is so beautiful that i wish my house was like that.

The lady then showed us around the centre. I love the garden, its so nice and quiet. We then took some pictures before proceeding with the interview. During the interview, i felt this feeling of sadness in me. It jus came suddenly and i was feeling sad thoughout my stay at the centre. After the interview, we each had a free trial of reiki therapy. During the therapy, i was thinking about a lot of stuff, sad stuff to be precise. In some of this memories, i was crying in some of them. After the therapy, the lady told me that i understood more then my other group members but im afraid of what im capable of doing. Hmm... i guess this is true. I always tell myself that i cannot make it. take for example: Whenever i see that some people are creative or when they are able to lead a group or when they are doing something that i dun think im capable of doing , i will tell myself that i will not be able to be like them. Guess that means that i have no confidence in myself. Hmm...

Then later, when carine asked me if i thought of weijie. My reply was yes, i did. At that moment, i dunoe wat came over me, i jus ran out of the room, broke down and cried. Lucikily ayesha and the lady kept me company. The lady then prepared a room for me, ayesha then accompanied me to the room.

Hmm..i wish i can stop all this emotions. But i guess i can't. Emotions is not something which can be controlled. It is a feeling. When it gets too overwhelming, one tends to do things that are beyond what they expect. Guess i have to build myself up to be stronger emotionally.

Anyway, I left early as i had to rush home for dinner. At around 7.30, i left the place with ziling while carine and ayesha stated behind to wait for sujith. Ziling then bid me goodbye at one of the traffic lights. I then walked back alone to the mrt. Took the train back to bishan then took 53 home.

ok...gotta go already. Blog another time.

Anne

Went to school today for orientation dry run. Ended at around 11. Then, went to have lunch at mac with carine, jeffery, kelvin, malcolm, marcus and huda. Both kelvin and huda left early due to something. After lunch, carine, jeffery, malcolm and i went to orchard to shop. Went home at around 2.30. This is a short summary of what happened today.

Today, i also receive news that MB0505 will not be disbanded, but rather MB0502. Five people from our class got into PCT, and they are angie, eileen, malcolm, weijie and huimin. Oh my, im gonna miss eileen, she is the other person whom im very close to besides the sisterz. Im so gonna miss her.

Anyway, this is not my main point. What im gonna blog today is something which i had wanna blog a few days back. Last Wedsnesday, at carine's house, sujith ask me this " hows weijie?" My reply was " i do miss him a little, but the feeling is not as strong as for the sisterz and eileen." I also told him that i find that weijie has changed, he's different from the person that he used to be. Sujith also agreed with me and said that he's different "after huimin".

When i heard that he got into PCT, i told carine that it might be a good thing coz i will be able to forget him. I even told her i didn't even know why did i fall for him in the first place. True, he was nice in the first semester, but ever since this semester, i find that he has changed, especially after the study break. Sujith once told me that weijie sees me as a sister. Even ayesha expressed her concern about this when i revealed my secret. I told ayesha that i know, i know that weijie sees me as a sister.

Nice as he may be , there are some things which i dun like about him. Firstly, he is racist. He likes to criticise other peoples' religion. He doesn't like christians, people of different skin colour and SOKA ( carine once asked him if he wants to join her polaris session every thursday, but he said that he does not like soka because their association is very big). I mean, come on, how can he criticise peoples religion like that? Does he think that his religion is the best? Think of urself first before criticising others. One thing that i do not like is people criticising my religion. I have a lot of respect for my religion, not only for my religion, but for other peoples religion as well.

Secondly, he is very tactless. He talks without thinking. There are a few incidences in which he has said some things that hurt me. Even carine agrees with me that his words could hurt sometimes. Now, come to think of it, he getting into PCT might be a good thing. At least i can forget about him. Right now, only three people knows my secret and i intend to keep it that way.

Ok...i've written quite a long entry today. Gotta go already. Seeya.

Finally got my pay today...can go shopping de...haha :)

After my work today which ended at 3.30, i went to carine's house to update myself on the NE project. I was anxious to get there for it was quite some time since i saw my friends and i can't to see them, i miss them SO much :) As soon as i reach carine's house, i scream and ran into the room...haha...i dunoe wat came over me...too excited already...hyper hormones...haha :) I was only there for half an hour when sujith said that he had to leave to meet his friend darren. After sujith left, ayesha, carine and i decided to go to hougang mall to have our dinner and to survey on iPod as well. We left carine's house at 5, took a train from potong pasir mrt to hougang. It was pouring when we walk out of the station.

Carine wanted to have her dinner at KFC. Unfortunately, the restautant is under renovation. We then went into MacDonalds, shared a seat with a granny. Ayesha then said that she wanted to eat at the coffeeshop outside as it was cheaper. We then walk out of Macdonalds. When we reach the coffeeshop, we realise that there wasn't any muslim stalls, thus, we walk back to hougang mall again and went to the food court upstairs. We then found seats at a corner. Ayesha bought mee sotong while carine and i bought japanese food.

Over our meal, we chatted about our plans for the future. Ayesha told us about the bad behaviour of the girls at her workplace. W e also talk about how expenses have increased tremendously over the years. After dinner, i went to packet two packets of mee goreng home for my parents. We then went to harvey norman to survey iPods as ayesha was planning to get one. Saw an iPod nano which cost $268. Ayesha then said that she wanted to go home, take her money and come back to buy the iPod. Both carine and i were like " Ayesha, go home and thnk about it first before u decide whether u want to buy or not" Muhaha...

After surveying the iPod, we send carine off at the mrt station. Ayesha and i then walk to the bus interchange. Ayesha took 89 home and i took 113. Met my mum downstairs when i alighted from the bus. She and i went to buy ice-cream before going home.

Haha...wat a fun day i had today. Ok...gotta go watvh tv. Seeya guys. Take care.

Anne

Two more days before i can get my pay. Can't wait for it, gonna buy some stuff, haha...

I miss my friends, the sisterz ( carine, ayesha, sujith), eileen, cara, and a few others too. I finally understand the feeling of missing someone, now that i have been through it. I can't wait to see my friends again.

I have this sudden urge to shop and to go to the airport. Sometimes, i jus feel like doing the craziest things, like taking any bus or mrt to the terminal and back again.

Oh well, another day has jus ended, tml is the start of another new day. Here's wishing everyone a better tml. Take care.

Anne

Hello there

hey, this is my first post. Finally decided to have a blog. haha... :)

Went out with my parents and my grandmother in the morning to have breakfast. Heard tat my grandmother is feeling better (she was complaining about having a stomach discomfort last night). So happy to hear tat she is feeling better. Haha...anyway...ill be able to take my pay on wedsnesday, yeah, can go shopping. haha...OMG...im such a spendthrift...wonder how am i gonna survive next time when i have started working...but anyway, ill worry about tat next time.

Ok...gonna go. Blog another time.

Anne